Maybe it's because I've been stressed and homesick lately..

But I'm just coming in at 6 in the morning and I am feeling slightly pissed and miserable. I had no intention of staying out this late. My night would have been perfect if it had ended at 3. We left the last bar at 5, it was a hookah bar and I didn't even do anything, and it took us an hour to get home when it could have taken 15 minutes. I like my Spanish friends a lot, and that's why I'm saying this could be due to how stressed I've been, but I really really did not need this. It's not even like the night was CRAZY AMAZING. I mean, I had fun, we went to get delicious pizza and I met new Spaniards, but it didn't have to be this late. I planned to work on an essay tomorrow, and now I'll be too tired to do much of anything. Also, I feel bad when I sleep late because my host family (really just my abuela) is like what happened? And that makes me feel bad when I already am mad at myself for staying out that late. So bleh.

Vent over. 

It was a fun night other than that, but this whole thing sort of ruined it I guess. So many people dress up for Halloween here, but it's not an excuse to get slutty.. haha even the girls paint their faces scary or gorey or whatever. I like it!

Also, it was a thing tonight, because Fernando asked about the phrase 'Why, hello there!' and what the reason was that they have the 'why' at the beginning, when they're not asking any question. And we were like, it's sort of proper, and kind of flirty.. and so we just kept saying WHY HELLO THERE all night.

Also, I learned how to play some BILLIARDS. I wasn't very good though. But I was getting better!!!

Bahah.

Now to bed. MAybe i won't even set an alarm. I hope I can finish an essay this week, maybe that will help with stress. But not reallly because I just got 2 more things piled up, so that's awesome.

Sorry for being a debbie downer, it's weird, lately I've been feeling completely ready to go home.. I wish Spain was more about friends and less about homework, because I use more spanish with my spanish friends than I do in class anyway.

UGH DONE.